who am i?

well, i'm stella!

and i'm nox,

and we are the same person! or at least. parts of xem. "soo.. you're plural?/a system?" nope! this is mostly a weird.. coping? thing? i wouldn't say i experience the things that people who actually ARE plural do, so i won't refer to myself in that way. while there is absolutely nothing wrong with self diagnosing, there's just a lot that comes with those terms that doesn't apply to me. so as far as i know, it's just me roleplaying with myself to my heart's content.

also this is heavily a wip lol,, planning on adding images

"so then, actually tell us about yourself?" of course! well, first of all, both of us are.. uh.. ze doesn't really have a name.. uhh, well let's just call her.. cosmo? the stars and the night together. who we both are, is cosmo. cosmo uses she/he/xe/ze pronouns, and is a teenager. he isn't comfortable sharing his exact age, so that's all you need to know. cosmo likes a lot of things! in fact, all that the both of us are is an outlet for emotions. stella being the sillier, happier one, while nox tends to be gloomier. we share just about everything else (this is part of why i think i'm not plural btw). forgive me if i change who i'm speaking as a lot, if i don't make sense. well, regardless i'm just a silly teen on the internet. this doesn't actually matter that much. anyway. stella uses she/her, nox uses he/him, and i forgot to say they are also a representation of my gender identity. i see myself as bigender, with those two genders being , boy and girl. stella is a girl, nox is a boy, they both have ties to the past in which i believed i was one gender or the other, i dont know how to finish this sentence so i just will. below are a list of my many interests.

• splatoon (lover of dedf1sh/acht. lover of my silly ocs.)
• furries (well. nox and stella are my fursonas after all. and yes there is one sona who is straight up cosmo/me and zes literally a combo of them.
• tally hall (i have slightly complex opinions on this band. i can sum it up by saying: no, i don't think it's morally wrong to listen to their music/support the other members/buy merch (NOT OF JOE) based on the actions of joe hawley. i do not support his actions. however he is clearly ill and telling him that he's a disgusting guy on twitter will not help anybody.
• miracle musical, as an extension of tally hall
• rob cantor's solo works. he is so underrated compared to joe imo and his music brings me so much comfort
• will wood (i'm only getting into his music now and have only listened to the entirety of SELF-ish and a few other songs, but MAN is cotard's solution (anatta, dukkha, anicca) so important to me)
• lemon demon, to some extent. i loved his music a year ago. stopped listening, started again recently. not the biggest fan but his music is really funky which is nice.
• warrior cats. ("warrior cats?? in the year 2023? how?!" i hear you exclaim. do not worry. i care more about making up my own characters. and i love diesel. i love obscureish characters that only show up once.
• this is getting long isnt it. this isn't the end yet, unfortunately for one of us
• 31 minutos! "but.. you speak english.. you GRINGO.." while i may have been born in catmerica, worry not, for my entire family but me was born cuban. anyway I AM SO SOS OS OS OSOSOSOSOOOOO OBSESSED WITH JUAN CARLOS BODOQUE YOU GUYS HAVE NO IDEA. YOU HAVE NOOO IDEAAAAA. MY SILLY LITTLE RABBIT,, LITTLE SOCK PUPPET BASTARD MAN,, I AM GOING TO THROW YOU INTO A BLENDER,,, and yes i did find the show because of that one youtube video.
• tloz (the legend of zelda) although to a lesser extent. i've only played botw and totk but plan on playing wind waker and twilight princess if they're ever put onto the switch.
• internet history. i LOVE watching videos about old flash games, old websites, anything of that sort.
• animal jam. "the reall animal jam or that mobile SCAM?" the mobile scam fortunately. i think most people who act like play wild is somehow evil are just really nostalgic and don't realize how innacessible it is for people who don't want to spend money on a silly animal game. i like classic too but it has less to do if you dont have membership.
• nyan cat and tac nayn. i dislike the whole nft thing. they are my ocs now. you cannot stop me. (possibly the reason i have two fursonas which are essentially silly and sad. also a big symbol in my life of me accepting the cringe and embracing myself. concept which is linked to stella. also possibly caused me to make this site through the cringe thing.)
• volo from pokemon legends arceus. my obsession has died down a bit but when i first played the game he was everything to me. i think if im using this word right, i.. kinned? him? i still think deep down that, he is just like me fr
• art. i love art. ugly art. pretty art. emotional art. art made just to look a certain way. eyestraining art. streamlined art. contrasting, blending, big, small, digital, traditional, deep, shallow, dark, happy, all art. poetry, any other medium. art is beautiful to me. "even just a red dot?" if it wasnt made to scam people yes. if its not made with hurtful intentions i love it. no, nfts are not art. i hate nfts. ai art is a bit more nuanced. i won't get into that here for my own sake, but i feel its a lot more complicated than just "its stealing" and whatever the crypto nft bros are saying.